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Wed, 24 Sep 2003 04:28:32 GMT

"And the truth is, you could slit my throat..and with my very last breath I would apologize for bleeding on your shirt.."

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Sat, 30 Aug 2003 05:25:25 GMT

So I leave tommorow for college..im so scared..I cant believe that tonite will be the last night that ill have to just drive around and have long talks with my girls, to just be ourselves, and just sing and dance to our fav. songs. Just thinking about the fact that all our summer fun is over makes me want to cry. Im going to miss everyone more than words can describe..just a few things i wanted to say..
*Amanda: Youve been there for me for years..weve been through the good and bad but always seem to remain the best of friends. The memories that weve created together are ones that will always have a special place in my heart. Thank you for always being there whether it was that i needed a shoulder to cry on or just someone to listen. I love you..and you are and always be..one of my best.
*Karen: I dont even know what to say..i love you more than words can explain. Weve had some amazing times..our talks..dancing..drives..our little crushes..un-explainable smiles and screams..you always seem to understand even without words i know you always do..ill miss soo much..but you can count on me calling ur ass every night : )
*Mandy: awwee i love you..weve been through some pretty rough times but we made it through..we are going to spend the the most amazing four years together and i cant think of anyone else i would want to spend them with.. thank you for always being there..even when i didnt deserve to have you there..<333

* So kiss me and smile for me..tell me that youll wait for me..hold me like youll never let me go..<3 *

Its so hard, to say goodbye-to yesterdays..

Sun, 24 Aug 2003 20:02:34 GMT

This past week has probably been the most amazing week of my entire life, spent with the people that mean the most to me. Weve made memories together that will never be forgotten. I leave for school a week from today and im more scared than i ever thought possible.. I know that ill be home every weekend to work..but it still feels like im leaving everyone forever..its scarey knowing that ill have to start completely over..and live on my own. Through everything that ive had to go through this summer my best girls have always been my emotional support, and i wont have that anymore.
I wish things were more defined between you and I. Im not sure if ill leave and will be forgotten..of if things will go on..and that scares me-because I care about you so much..already. But whatever happends, Ill eventually realize that its for the best.
One more week to go.. i wish it would last forever..

" And its so hard, to say goodbye..to yesterdays.. "

Fri, 15 Aug 2003 05:05:49 GMT

A lot of exciting and yet scarey things are coming up in the next few weeks that im not quite sure that im ready for. Im leaving for PSC in 17 days..and even tho i know quite a few people that are going there.. i feel like im gonna be all by myself. Im gonna miss my bestest girls more than words can explain and im going to be completely lost without them. Hopefully my roomates are nice girls, which will make things a lot easier. On another note..been fighting with my mom a lot lately about spending time with my dad..she just doesnt understand how hard it is being in the middle of all this..it sucks : /.. but she is leaving on saturday for a week..a key time to make amazing memories with my favorite people in the whole world!! A new crush..i cant even begin to explain the way i feel around *HIM* but well see what happens..trying not to get my hopes up..
<33 Goodnight all

"Something in your eyes, makes me want to lose myself..makes me want to lose myself..in your arms. Something in your voice..makes my heart beat fast, hope this feeling lasts"<3

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Sat, 09 Aug 2003 22:05:48 GMT

I hate when people talk about their "best friends" behind their backs..and then still continue to hang out with them..
I hate that i want you to come home..but she would hate me for saying that..
I hate constantly not feeling good enough for ANYTHING..
I hate that your a fuckin psycho..
I hate the fact that i still after everything weve been through wish more than anything that we were still friends..
I hate that you walked out of my life in a time that i needed you more than anything..
but most of all..i hate that my own mother..told me shes out of my life..

"Theres always some reason..to feel not good enough..and its hard at the end of the day.."

Boreddd

Mon, 04 Aug 2003 05:05:30 GMT

Full name: Nicole Andrea Tellier
Age: 18
Sex: Girl
Birthday: April 2, 1985

Name three bad habits you have:
1) have a tendency to dance w. skirts on
2) I like to drink ALOT!!
3) fall for guys waayy too easily

Name four scents you love:
1) Ralph Glamorous
2) nice smellng boys
3) Happy!
4) Ralph

Name four animals you like:
1) puppies
2) fishies
3) birdies
4) Monkeys

Name four television shows you love:
1) FRIENDS
2) saved by the bell
3) Will & Grace
4) Fresh Prince of Bel Air

Name four bands/groups you like:
1) dMb
2) i <333 James Taylor : )
3) ..
4) ..

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
1) addicted to soda
2) <3 my smirns
3) peach iced tea
4) Ice Coffee

Name Four Random Facts About Yourself:
1) Loooveee skiing
2) Loooveee boyys
3) I lovee putting on concerts in parking lots!!
4) <33 my girls!

Name four random facts about your family:
1) 2 sisters!
2) parents are recently divorced
3) father is a scumbag..PPOP..MFAS!
4) ??

Have you ever...
1) Fallen for your best friend? not best friend, but friend
2) Been in lust? YUP
3) Used someone? nopee
4) Ever been used? yuup
5) Cheated? ya....
6) Been cheated on? yuup-sucks
7) Done something you regreted? of course..
8) Can you list a few of them? ....

Who was the last person...
1) You touched? Mommy
2) alked to? Ks
3) You hugged? greg
4) You instant messaged?ryyyyaaannn
5) You kissed? grrr..a scumbag
6) You yelled at? ?
7) You laughed with? ks and the boys
8) You had a crush on? got a couple..<3

Do you..?
1) Color your hair? yeaahh
2) Have tattoos? yeeepp a BEAUTIFUL one on my back : )
3) Have Piercing(s)?my ears and my bellyy!
5) Floss daily? on occasion
6) Like to groove to the music? yess especially in parking lots w. Ks
7) Think you are cultured? umm sure
8) Like to drive fast? Yes!!! Lloyds in a coma : (
9) Believe in God or Devil? yes
10) Believe in The Closet Monster? used to when i was little

Miscellaneous Questions
1) What should you be doing right now? sleeeeping!
2) What are you listening to? Delilah!
3) Can you do anything freakish with your body? not that I know of
4) Chicken or fish? def chicken
5) Favorite Season? WINTER!
) Is ice cream the best thing in the world? my kind of ice cream is!! : )
7) What would your dream date be? Picnic and a cute little walk on the beach at night! awwwe!
8) Single flower or a dozen? Any amount of roses would be nice..
9) Silver, gold or platinum? gold
10) Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? either..
11) Roses or wild flowers? Roses, yellow ones!!!
12) Silly or serious romance? Both.
16) What CD is in your CD player right now? a nice mix cd including my faaav-franki j!
17) Who was your favourite Spice Girl? Baby
18) Favorite Disney Characters? NEMO!
19) Favorite fast food? Wendy's!!!!! "I love it when you dont give me no straws (no straws!)" -shh me and ks stoolleee some!
20) Favorite book? The notebook
21) Favorite Sports teams? Red Sox
22) Favorite song? Blessed Union of Souls-Light in your eyes
23) What room is your computer in? my rooomie
24) What is your shoe size? 6.5
25) Happy or Scary movies? Both, depends on the mood
26) What will you be when you grow up? a marketing agent most likely
27) Who do you consider your best friend? Ksmittie & Durs-dont know what i would do without you two!

Enjoyyy!

finally happy : )

Tue, 15 Jul 2003 05:03:49 GMT

its just..ahh..a little crush<3
*Ks knowssss : )*
<33 Nt

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Fri, 11 Jul 2003 04:50:08 GMT

Tonight i have learned many things..Ive learned that it takes years to build up trust..but only seconds to break it..ive learned that sometimes love just isnt enough..and no matter how much you promise someone that youll be their lifelong friend..and stay true to that forever..that rarely happens..i just thank god that i have girls like karen and mandy to always be there fore me..because lately ..they seem to be all im left with..

"Im Leaving Because You Didn't Ask Me To Stay.."

ahhhh : )

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 04:55:56 GMT

Tonight was EXACTLY what i needed..even if karen and i had just driven around all night..that would have been enough..because she COMPLETES ME! haha right ks?! no seriously tho just drinkin and playin a few games with some of my fav people.. felt amazing..forgetting about all the shitty things in my life..and just focusing on the good things that were happening then was an overwhelming feeling! few memories to recap the evening..
* "Just call us the frontdrive senior citizens"
* Laughing HYSTERICALLy..about nothing prolly..
* Driving around LOOKING for something to steal
* The leaking fire hydrant?!
* ASSHOLE!!
* and my personal favorite..ya booze ya win..enough said : )
..thats all for tonite!..
<33 Nt

yuuup

Sat, 05 Jul 2003 05:13:55 GMT

i fucking hate your guts..i have ZERO respect for you..and will NEVER be friends with you again. Hope your at least enjoying your SLUTTY ways..
<33 Nt

hmm..

Fri, 04 Jul 2003 04:34:55 GMT

How about you never call the house again? and go kill urself maybe? None of us wanna talk to you..get over it! ohhh and its def not necessary for YOU to act so fucking tough all the time..dont act one way during the night and call me later and act all sweet and shit..YOUR NOT IMPRESSING ANYONE! and for YOU to be dating one week after he leaves...greaaaat decision making thereee! and how about this? theres waaaay more than enough Ntelly to go around..so stop the fighting and jealous stuff? that would also be great! hope everyone has a great 4th of July!
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Heres a toast..

Tue, 01 Jul 2003 21:08:36 GMT

Heres to making new friends..new beginnings..and letting go of the past : )

Welcome!!!

Tue, 01 Jul 2003 16:28:51 GMT

Here you go Nicole!! Have fun!!